wow i wish i was in fucking college already..so i can escape this shit…
well its not really shit though but i just want to do what i want to do..like if i want a fucking salad at 12 midnight..ill go to fucking walmart and by one and come home without getting in trouble…and smoke watever i want wether it be cigarettes of marijuana..(mostly marijuan though lol) but seriously i dont care if u hate me cuz im a nice guy.like foreals….i think…well i try to be most of the time..its just this one thing i do that automatically puts a fuckin lable on me..especially parents..…and i hurt this person who really loves me..im sorry for lieng to u…i hope u can forgive me..i feel really ashamed for wat i did in front of ur face…well technically on the fone but that doesnt matter..i know u think the stuuf im doin in my life is fuckin stupid but wat am i gonna do..im 17…i think ill get in trouble more later in the years..isnt that part of growing up though, and im not stupid to let it ruin my life..and to my bro..well i hope hes still my bro..im sorry dude..i didnt want that to happen..and i know i fucked up..my bad dude… and i feel really ashamed that ur dad saw us doin it in ur room…well im more ashamed that my dad has to talk to ur dad cuz now ur dad thinks that hes not raising me properlly but the stuff i do are on me and are my descion no body else..im sorry to the people that i disappointed.. and especially to the people i disappointed numerous times and sorry for the future disappointments lol…so ya ill be ok..i hope i mean i am only 17 so i need to get my shit straight but ill do what i want to do because i dont want to miss out on life..well this is what life is to me…>if u know wat life is worth, will u look for yours on earth
well its not really shit though but i just want to do what i want to do..like if i want a fucking salad at 12 midnight..ill go to fucking walmart and by one and come home without getting in trouble…and smoke watever i want wether it be cigarettes of marijuana..(mostly marijuan though lol) but seriously i dont care if u hate me cuz im a nice guy.like foreals….i think…well i try to be most of the time..its just this one thing i do that automatically puts a fuckin lable on me..especially parents..
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